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Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Sometimes..(edited)
Sometimes i find myself in a dark, farking place.. Unable to see, hear or reach anyone. Nothing makes sense when i'm there. Everything is redundant and useless from where i stand, when i'm there. All these humans, running around like it all farking matters. Why? What the fark for? Beginning to see all this farce behind the system they dutifully uphold and comply to each and every single farking day. Sometimes i would guiltlessly fantasize about the big E befalling upon this damn planet. How would all these humans react to that? All the precious belongings, attachments, prized possessions, status or titles, their glorified fame, families, friends or loved ones. All disintegrating in front of them. What would i do then? Run around like a farking lunatic, screaming out,'The end is here!! About damn time!!!' and then spit on each and every single one of their farking faces.. Sometimes nothing really matters to me. Nothing.. Sooner this planet turns to dust, the farking better it will be. Sometimes i feel that's the best for everyone. Then all these noises and madness will stop and there will be peace and tranquility. When will that be? Is that why i fiercely guard my solitude? Where none of these fracas ever happen there.
Never really been a part of this system all the people aligned themselves to. Even when they thought i was but i never am. From the way i see it, the system is controlling them. Now they can't exist without it. Humans who chose to embark on senseless, destructive actions, hiding behind their religion as if it's the true will. Those who succumbed to their so-called power and chose to abuse it to make their lives easier. Wealthier and greedier. Manupilating the helpless and weak for self gains. And those who chose to not connect, will be forced to live in the cracks. Overlooked, denied, forgotten, oppressed, subjugated... Won't be something, will be nothing.. Savy? Fark it all..
-Playlist-
-Midnight in a perfect world (Dj Shadow)
-Six days-remixed (Dj Shadow ft. Mos Def)
-High noon (Dj Shadow)
-Organ donor (Dj Shadow)
-Devil's advocate (Dj Shadow)
-Drums of death (Dj Shadow)
-March of death (Dj Shadow ft. Zack De La Rocha)
-Some kind of monster (Metallica)
-Waiting for you (Miri Ben Ari ft. Consequence)
-Born of a broken man (Rage Against The Machine)
-Testify (Rage Against The Machine)
-Calm like a bomb (Rage Against The Machine)
-Wake up (Rage Against The Machine)
-Touch (Seal)
-Hush (L.L Cool J)
-Karma (Lloyd Banks)
-Beautiful (Athelete)
-Reset (Outkast ft. Goodie Mob)
-Sometimes you can't make it on your own (U2)
-The Worm (Audioslave)
-Out of exile (Audioslave)
-Be yourself (Audioslave)
-Show me how to live (Audioslave)
-Ocean within (KRS-One ft. Saul Williams)
-Nice to know you (Incubus)
-Aqueous Transmission (Incubus)
-1st Movement pt.1-Halo 2 Soundtrack (Incubus)
-Here in my room (Incubus)
-Drive (Incubus)
-Pardon me (Incubus)
-Fuckin in the bushes-Snatch Soundtrack (Oasis)
-Guess who's back (Scarface ft. Jay-Z)
-Hate it or love it (The Game ft. 50Cents)
-Inner universe (Origa)
-Maybe tomorrow (Stereophonics)
-I don't wanna be (Gavin DeGraw)
-Can't take my eyes off you (Damien Rice)
-Angel (Massive Attack)
-Furious angels (Rob Dougan)
-Soul in the hole (Wu All-Stars)
-Season Song (Blue States)
-Still running (Chevelle)
-Finding myself (Smile Empty Soul)
-Leech (Sevendust)
-You are (Bilal)
-Travelling man (Mos Def)
-Good luck (Basement Jaxx ft. Lisa Kekaula)
-Heard'em say (Kanye West ft. Adam Levine)
-Hip-hop (Royce Da 5'9'')
-This blood (Black Lab)
-Sold me (Seether)
-Out of my way (Seether)
-The gift (Seether)
-White light (Starsailor)
-Way back home (Starsailor)
-Whenever, whereever, whatever (Maxwell)
-London (Smoke City)
-All is full of love (Bjork)
-My favorite mutiny (Talib Kweli/Black Thought/The Coup)
-Right now (Fort Minor ft. Black Thought/Styles Of Beyond)