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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
A dream..
Had this one weird, trippy dream. It was just a few days before the new year. In it, i was in a passage or some place, following this 1 big, tall person from behind. Could't see his face but he was wearin this white robe and sort of a turban on his head. Dunno why i was following him but i felt like i knew him. Remembered that there was this strange comforting presence with him. We came to this 1 room and it was all white. Bright white. I asked him where we were and why he brought me there. The man turned around and said nothing. Can't really remember his face but i think he had a beard. He looked at me hard and in silence. Could feel that he was not too happy about something. Anger kind of resonated in his eyes. After a long silence, i asked him again the same questions and why did'nt he speak to me. Then, right after i finished asking the questions, he took a step closer and proceeded to slap me hard. It shook the ish out of me and got me off my feet. I struggled to get back up and when i finally did, he came closer and send me to the floor again with a harder backhand. I was in lots of pain as well as in a daze. This time i was just laying on the ground holding my cheek. Tears were welling up fast and flowing readily. Asked him what did i do for him to struck me like that. This time he spoke. Voice was loud and booming. Scary booming. Said something about why did'nt i do what i have to do in the 1st place. That i have an obligation and suppose to fulfill it. At that time, i recalled that i was hugely overwhelmed with remorse. Cried so hard til i could'nt breathe properly. It became hazy soon after.
Woke up all shaken. The tears soon let themselves out and this time they were real. What was i suppose to do? Be a better person? A better servant? What is it?
A dream..
Had this one weird, trippy dream. It was just a few days before the new year. In it, i was in a passage or some place, following this 1 big, tall person from behind. Could't see his face but he was wearin this white robe and sort of a turban on his head. Dunno why i was following him but i felt like i knew him. Remembered that there was this strange comforting presence with him. We came to this 1 room and it was all white. Bright white. I asked him where we were and why he brought me there. The man turned around and said nothing. Can't really remember his face but i think he had a beard. He looked at me hard and in silence. Could feel that he was not too happy about something. Anger kind of resonated in his eyes. After a long silence, i asked him again the same questions and why did'nt he speak to me. Then, right after i finished asking the questions, he took a step closer and proceeded to slap me hard. It shook the ish out of me and got me off my feet. I struggled to get back up and when i finally did, he came closer and send me to the floor again with a harder backhand. I was in lots of pain as well as in a daze. This time i was just laying on the ground holding my cheek. Tears were welling up fast and flowing readily. Asked him what did i do for him to struck me like that. This time he spoke. Voice was loud and booming. Scary booming. Said something about why did'nt i do what i have to do in the 1st place. That i have an obligation and suppose to fulfill it. At that time, i recalled that i was hugely overwhelmed with remorse. Cried so hard til i could'nt breathe properly. It became hazy soon after.
Woke up all shaken. The tears soon let themselves out and this time they were real. What was i suppose to do? Be a better person? A better servant? What is it?
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