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Saturday, October 15, 2005
Turbulations of an idealistic go-getter..
Finally.. Another real update.. Track of time lost somewhere between bliss street and gloomy lane.. Shit was all good and bad almost perfectly in-sync with each other. What balance. Can't really have just the great and awesome part without the drabs and craps tagging along close behind, can we? Like the ugly, annoying, whiny, and messed up little brat that's always tugging the clothes of the beautiful and gracious older if not twin sibling. What the hell am i blabbering about again? Sorry, did i lost you? No? Cool then, though i think i'm lost myself..
With Mal, my valkyrie by my side, i should be stronger. I have to be. The old cracks still persist to be there and now new ones are breaking out like pimples on an unattended oily-skinned face. Shit, i need more time.. I know it won't stop or slow down for just a mere mortal, but it's not as if there are no plans formulated in here. Just the execution part that needs a hell of a boost. Ain't saying that i don't have what it takes.. Or don't i? No, wait.. I do.. Just like building a machine or sorts, you have to go through all the circuits in order for it to work. Even so, all the failures that come before also play a vital role in that eventual success. And there might just be friggin loads of them! Still, ain't something for us to just resign to. The failures. Acknowledge, but never yield. Whatever shit that don't kills you, makes you stronger, right? Might stink more but at least you come out of the smoke with that crooked but triumphant smirk on your mug. I just know it. Life has a way of letting you get your highs, even after numerous beatdowns on your ass. That's almost infallible. And after numerous recent beatdowns on my tush, i'm almost demanding for mine. Took it in. All of them. Blood, tears and all. Now i need to get my fix. Yeah, i'm a junkie like that. For happier times. And not just me, but those with me as well. Those who carry my love as i do for their's. We will get there, folks. I love you all too much for me not to. Keep on smiling and spawn the laughters for now, Insya'Allah, i will join you in a bit. Promise. God bless.
Turbulations of an idealistic go-getter..
Finally.. Another real update.. Track of time lost somewhere between bliss street and gloomy lane.. Shit was all good and bad almost perfectly in-sync with each other. What balance. Can't really have just the great and awesome part without the drabs and craps tagging along close behind, can we? Like the ugly, annoying, whiny, and messed up little brat that's always tugging the clothes of the beautiful and gracious older if not twin sibling. What the hell am i blabbering about again? Sorry, did i lost you? No? Cool then, though i think i'm lost myself..
With Mal, my valkyrie by my side, i should be stronger. I have to be. The old cracks still persist to be there and now new ones are breaking out like pimples on an unattended oily-skinned face. Shit, i need more time.. I know it won't stop or slow down for just a mere mortal, but it's not as if there are no plans formulated in here. Just the execution part that needs a hell of a boost. Ain't saying that i don't have what it takes.. Or don't i? No, wait.. I do.. Just like building a machine or sorts, you have to go through all the circuits in order for it to work. Even so, all the failures that come before also play a vital role in that eventual success. And there might just be friggin loads of them! Still, ain't something for us to just resign to. The failures. Acknowledge, but never yield. Whatever shit that don't kills you, makes you stronger, right? Might stink more but at least you come out of the smoke with that crooked but triumphant smirk on your mug. I just know it. Life has a way of letting you get your highs, even after numerous beatdowns on your ass. That's almost infallible. And after numerous recent beatdowns on my tush, i'm almost demanding for mine. Took it in. All of them. Blood, tears and all. Now i need to get my fix. Yeah, i'm a junkie like that. For happier times. And not just me, but those with me as well. Those who carry my love as i do for their's. We will get there, folks. I love you all too much for me not to. Keep on smiling and spawn the laughters for now, Insya'Allah, i will join you in a bit. Promise. God bless.
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