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Wednesday, September 21, 2005
My center..
It's been awhile, eh fellas? My bad. Been rather busy. And distracted as well. Blissfully distracted. Then, things got kind of shitty. Me mum's in the hospital recently and as much as i don't wanna say anything about it here, i figure.. i dunno.. Mood's been on the up and up recently and i guess the scales have to be balanced somehow. Her heart is getting weaker and could'nt keep up with her everyday life. Hell of a strong woman. Still is. The center pole that holds up the tent of a circus i like to call family. Love her to no ends. She claimed to get better but i still feel really heavy about it all. The barrier keeps on building between my bro and me. Seems like no matter what i try to do to strengthten the bond, it still manage to widen up the space. That is a constant source of worry for her. Even at the hospital, i saw that look in her face when we came to visit, neverminding the fact that my bro and me could somehow travel somewhere together. That WAS quite an achievement. I'll keep on doing my best to lessen all these things in her mind, as they are far too many already. Dad floated around every once and awhile. Only when it really and absolutely matters. But we'll get by. We have to. For her. Family is still by all means a family no matter how dark and huge the space is inside. Love her to no ends..
My center..
It's been awhile, eh fellas? My bad. Been rather busy. And distracted as well. Blissfully distracted. Then, things got kind of shitty. Me mum's in the hospital recently and as much as i don't wanna say anything about it here, i figure.. i dunno.. Mood's been on the up and up recently and i guess the scales have to be balanced somehow. Her heart is getting weaker and could'nt keep up with her everyday life. Hell of a strong woman. Still is. The center pole that holds up the tent of a circus i like to call family. Love her to no ends. She claimed to get better but i still feel really heavy about it all. The barrier keeps on building between my bro and me. Seems like no matter what i try to do to strengthten the bond, it still manage to widen up the space. That is a constant source of worry for her. Even at the hospital, i saw that look in her face when we came to visit, neverminding the fact that my bro and me could somehow travel somewhere together. That WAS quite an achievement. I'll keep on doing my best to lessen all these things in her mind, as they are far too many already. Dad floated around every once and awhile. Only when it really and absolutely matters. But we'll get by. We have to. For her. Family is still by all means a family no matter how dark and huge the space is inside. Love her to no ends..
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