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Monday, September 26, 2005
Beauty
Went through some old stuff somewhere in my room. Had piles of papers, loose notes, lyrics, poetry, sketches and such. Came across a little simple yet meaningful(to me at least) ish i wrote way back then. Just have to put it up here. Yeah, i don't care now, do i? What, what!! See if it sticks..
In a colourful world,
everything seemed black and white,
In a straight up world,
we keep swerving left and right,
In a sleepless world,
we're unconscious day and night,
In a beautiful world,
we're ugly whether in darkness or light...
MZ
Saturday, September 24, 2005
30 senses to a dollar..
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
Do you really listen? Here?
It beckons. Always does. Never fails. Slowly but surely. Or fast and furious. When it comes, some welcome it with the most bated of breaths. Yet some with a look of nonchalance in that last glorious step. How would you receive it? How would i? Might be with a reckless shrug of the shoulders, or even bloody tears in buckets. Could anyone see a second or two after, before? Drop a tag or comment if you could. I'll love you, more than misery. Just curious of when IT actually pulls my number. More like how. Ok, so second to when. Still, way light-years ahead of why. Could care lesser than never.
So, will you bring it to me then? Or maybe a hardworking underling? Should realise that it loves sucker-punches with sickened passion. If anticipated, pulls away just enough only to reappear in their faces without them having enough time to bat the eyelids. Please, i need to make sense of it all first. At least break off these chains. And that one chain. I love that chain no matter how rusted it got and keeps getting. What will i do if it breaks? Feels like anytime soon now. And when it does, will i be able to roam free? Go anywhere, do anything? Afraid not, because the chains will always remain in here. So go ahead, put me on your speed-dial then. Fuck it.. I'll be there in a minute. Or two..
My center..
It's been awhile, eh fellas? My bad. Been rather busy. And distracted as well. Blissfully distracted. Then, things got kind of shitty. Me mum's in the hospital recently and as much as i don't wanna say anything about it here, i figure.. i dunno.. Mood's been on the up and up recently and i guess the scales have to be balanced somehow. Her heart is getting weaker and could'nt keep up with her everyday life. Hell of a strong woman. Still is. The center pole that holds up the tent of a circus i like to call family. Love her to no ends. She claimed to get better but i still feel really heavy about it all. The barrier keeps on building between my bro and me. Seems like no matter what i try to do to strengthten the bond, it still manage to widen up the space. That is a constant source of worry for her. Even at the hospital, i saw that look in her face when we came to visit, neverminding the fact that my bro and me could somehow travel somewhere together. That WAS quite an achievement. I'll keep on doing my best to lessen all these things in her mind, as they are far too many already. Dad floated around every once and awhile. Only when it really and absolutely matters. But we'll get by. We have to. For her. Family is still by all means a family no matter how dark and huge the space is inside. Love her to no ends..
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Always and never
Thank you baby.. for being there.. for distracting me.. for the never-ending smiles.. for the laughs.. for the hugs.. for the kisses.. for the suprises you bring.. for marv.. for the jeans.. for the princess.. especially that.. heh.. and most importantly for being you enough to love me..
Thursday, September 01, 2005
*^o#$u@#r ^%m*$o&^m%#e^)n#%t
To whom it may concern.. Time did indeed stop.. at least for awhile.. wonder if it will again.. at least i wish it would..
Beauty
Went through some old stuff somewhere in my room. Had piles of papers, loose notes, lyrics, poetry, sketches and such. Came across a little simple yet meaningful(to me at least) ish i wrote way back then. Just have to put it up here. Yeah, i don't care now, do i? What, what!! See if it sticks..In a colourful world,
everything seemed black and white,
In a straight up world,
we keep swerving left and right,
In a sleepless world,
we're unconscious day and night,
In a beautiful world,
we're ugly whether in darkness or light...
MZ
3:33 AM |
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Saturday, September 24, 2005
30 senses to a dollar..
Just something a friend sent me. Some self-enrichment or wealth enhancement stuff. Thought i post it here to share and also for... whatever.. heh.. See if it fits..
1-Think it, ink it, do it, review it.
2-Choose the level you wanna play at.
3-What you see is always what you get.
4-Ask and you shall receive.
5-Learning is a game.
6-Invest more of your time. Spend less of it.
7-Invest more of your money. Spend less of it.
8-Your Well is in your words.
9-Wealth is d beginning, not the end.
10-Sow. Nurture. Reap.
11-Your passion is your compass.
12-To know and not to do, is not yet to know.
13-Value is the river in which the wealth flows.
14-Become an inspired Work-in-progress.
15-Plan to fail.
16-See the wood from the trees.
17-Opportunities lie in every moment.
18-The key to leverage is how you use it.
19-Sustainable wealth follows a rhythm.
20-Time is your most precious asset.
21-Harmony is the foundation of wealth.
22-Time has seasons.
23-It's not just what you do, it's when you do it.
24- When you resonate, you accumulate.
25-You settle for your standards.
26-A five star life is better than two star life.(hmmm...)
27-Your environment is your playground.
28-Water always find it's level.
29-You are the result of your choices.
30-Direction + Discipline= Decisiveness.
Ok so i got nothing else at the moment.. ish..
8:11 PM |
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005
Do you really listen? Here?
It beckons. Always does. Never fails. Slowly but surely. Or fast and furious. When it comes, some welcome it with the most bated of breaths. Yet some with a look of nonchalance in that last glorious step. How would you receive it? How would i? Might be with a reckless shrug of the shoulders, or even bloody tears in buckets. Could anyone see a second or two after, before? Drop a tag or comment if you could. I'll love you, more than misery. Just curious of when IT actually pulls my number. More like how. Ok, so second to when. Still, way light-years ahead of why. Could care lesser than never.
So, will you bring it to me then? Or maybe a hardworking underling? Should realise that it loves sucker-punches with sickened passion. If anticipated, pulls away just enough only to reappear in their faces without them having enough time to bat the eyelids. Please, i need to make sense of it all first. At least break off these chains. And that one chain. I love that chain no matter how rusted it got and keeps getting. What will i do if it breaks? Feels like anytime soon now. And when it does, will i be able to roam free? Go anywhere, do anything? Afraid not, because the chains will always remain in here. So go ahead, put me on your speed-dial then. Fuck it.. I'll be there in a minute. Or two..
10:32 PM |
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My center..
It's been awhile, eh fellas? My bad. Been rather busy. And distracted as well. Blissfully distracted. Then, things got kind of shitty. Me mum's in the hospital recently and as much as i don't wanna say anything about it here, i figure.. i dunno.. Mood's been on the up and up recently and i guess the scales have to be balanced somehow. Her heart is getting weaker and could'nt keep up with her everyday life. Hell of a strong woman. Still is. The center pole that holds up the tent of a circus i like to call family. Love her to no ends. She claimed to get better but i still feel really heavy about it all. The barrier keeps on building between my bro and me. Seems like no matter what i try to do to strengthten the bond, it still manage to widen up the space. That is a constant source of worry for her. Even at the hospital, i saw that look in her face when we came to visit, neverminding the fact that my bro and me could somehow travel somewhere together. That WAS quite an achievement. I'll keep on doing my best to lessen all these things in her mind, as they are far too many already. Dad floated around every once and awhile. Only when it really and absolutely matters. But we'll get by. We have to. For her. Family is still by all means a family no matter how dark and huge the space is inside. Love her to no ends..
4:20 PM |
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Always and never
Thank you baby.. for being there.. for distracting me.. for the never-ending smiles.. for the laughs.. for the hugs.. for the kisses.. for the suprises you bring.. for marv.. for the jeans.. for the princess.. especially that.. heh.. and most importantly for being you enough to love me..
4:05 AM |
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Thursday, September 01, 2005
*^o#$u@#r ^%m*$o&^m%#e^)n#%t
To whom it may concern.. Time did indeed stop.. at least for awhile.. wonder if it will again.. at least i wish it would..
9:39 PM |
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-Midnight in a perfect world (Dj Shadow)
-Six days-remixed (Dj Shadow ft. Mos Def)
-High noon (Dj Shadow)
-Organ donor (Dj Shadow)
-Devil's advocate (Dj Shadow)
-Drums of death (Dj Shadow)
-March of death (Dj Shadow ft. Zack De La Rocha)
-Some kind of monster (Metallica)
-Waiting for you (Miri Ben Ari ft. Consequence)
-Born of a broken man (Rage Against The Machine)
-Testify (Rage Against The Machine)
-Calm like a bomb (Rage Against The Machine)
-Wake up (Rage Against The Machine)
-Touch (Seal)
-Hush (L.L Cool J)
-Karma (Lloyd Banks)
-Beautiful (Athelete)
-Reset (Outkast ft. Goodie Mob)
-Sometimes you can't make it on your own (U2)
-The Worm (Audioslave)
-Out of exile (Audioslave)
-Be yourself (Audioslave)
-Show me how to live (Audioslave)
-Ocean within (KRS-One ft. Saul Williams)
-Nice to know you (Incubus)
-Aqueous Transmission (Incubus)
-1st Movement pt.1-Halo 2 Soundtrack (Incubus)
-Here in my room (Incubus)
-Drive (Incubus)
-Pardon me (Incubus)
-Fuckin in the bushes-Snatch Soundtrack (Oasis)
-Guess who's back (Scarface ft. Jay-Z)
-Hate it or love it (The Game ft. 50Cents)
-Inner universe (Origa)
-Maybe tomorrow (Stereophonics)
-I don't wanna be (Gavin DeGraw)
-Can't take my eyes off you (Damien Rice)
-Angel (Massive Attack)
-Furious angels (Rob Dougan)
-Soul in the hole (Wu All-Stars)
-Season Song (Blue States)
-Still running (Chevelle)
-Finding myself (Smile Empty Soul)
-Leech (Sevendust)
-You are (Bilal)
-Travelling man (Mos Def)
-Good luck (Basement Jaxx ft. Lisa Kekaula)
-Heard'em say (Kanye West ft. Adam Levine)
-Hip-hop (Royce Da 5'9'')
-This blood (Black Lab)
-Sold me (Seether)
-Out of my way (Seether)
-The gift (Seether)
-White light (Starsailor)
-Way back home (Starsailor)
-Whenever, whereever, whatever (Maxwell)
-London (Smoke City)
-All is full of love (Bjork)
-My favorite mutiny (Talib Kweli/Black Thought/The Coup)
-Right now (Fort Minor ft. Black Thought/Styles Of Beyond)
September 2005
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November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
Broken Down Clown..
My anger, rage, fury, whatever it is keeps growing...
Major steerressss kickin in..
Sometimes..(edited)
In due time..
Damn.. It finally happened..
What was that all about?
Faith Of The Heart (Rod Stewart)
Over the age..
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