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Monday, August 22, 2005
Somebody tryin to tell me somethin?!
Usually dreams will just whither away from memories. Even the significant ones. From what i heard dreams are just our sub-conscious way of dealing with issues in our lives. Most of which are just random, incoherent visuals like pieces of jig-saw puzzles being assembled together, forcefully. Some of the visuals actually are part of our memories and the more important sequences tend to be replayed in our dreams often. So why all these long-winded jibber jabbers then, you might ask? Had this one dream recently and it manage to shook me up badly. As most dreams tend to be so realistic, this one was no different, if not the most realistic one to date. It was about the end of everything. End of the world. Now i know that we're not suppose to take dreams seriously, right? So how about having 3 of this dreams then? 3 different scenarios but all the same outcome. I remembered all of them well and one was a few years back. I watched War of the worlds recently and was freaked the jebizzles out by some of the similarities of the destructions. In that dream i had years back, i was walking around admist all the rubbles and chaos taking place. Besides that, most of everything around me were in red. Don't know why but thats what i remembered. Then when i was watching the movie, in the scene where Tom Cruise came out of the farmhouse to look for his daughter, i was just brought back to my dream. He saw that everything around him, all the way up to the horizon, was covered in red!
In another dream, i was running around lookin for my family when i encountered a family friend. I asked him if he saw them and he said that he did. He then sombrely told me to 'collect' them. So imagine running around aimlessly through all the destruction, with your ears almost bleeding from the screamings, and then having to hear from someone that you are alone in the soon-to-be-totally-desimated world. And in another, the latest one, i was in the house trying to stay on my feet from all the tremors taking place. Looked out the window and saw like a massive collective of tornadoes! There were even super huge ones that seemed to suck in everything near them, even the smaller tornadoes! All the buildings around mine started falling in the madness of it all. After that every one of my family was taken away by the strong winds in front of my eyes. The pain was felt for freaking real..
What was it all about then? Is my head in need of a good tune-up or is there something else? Some disturbing else..
-Playlist-
-Midnight in a perfect world (Dj Shadow)
-Six days-remixed (Dj Shadow ft. Mos Def)
-High noon (Dj Shadow)
-Organ donor (Dj Shadow)
-Devil's advocate (Dj Shadow)
-Drums of death (Dj Shadow)
-March of death (Dj Shadow ft. Zack De La Rocha)
-Some kind of monster (Metallica)
-Waiting for you (Miri Ben Ari ft. Consequence)
-Born of a broken man (Rage Against The Machine)
-Testify (Rage Against The Machine)
-Calm like a bomb (Rage Against The Machine)
-Wake up (Rage Against The Machine)
-Touch (Seal)
-Hush (L.L Cool J)
-Karma (Lloyd Banks)
-Beautiful (Athelete)
-Reset (Outkast ft. Goodie Mob)
-Sometimes you can't make it on your own (U2)
-The Worm (Audioslave)
-Out of exile (Audioslave)
-Be yourself (Audioslave)
-Show me how to live (Audioslave)
-Ocean within (KRS-One ft. Saul Williams)
-Nice to know you (Incubus)
-Aqueous Transmission (Incubus)
-1st Movement pt.1-Halo 2 Soundtrack (Incubus)
-Here in my room (Incubus)
-Drive (Incubus)
-Pardon me (Incubus)
-Fuckin in the bushes-Snatch Soundtrack (Oasis)
-Guess who's back (Scarface ft. Jay-Z)
-Hate it or love it (The Game ft. 50Cents)
-Inner universe (Origa)
-Maybe tomorrow (Stereophonics)
-I don't wanna be (Gavin DeGraw)
-Can't take my eyes off you (Damien Rice)
-Angel (Massive Attack)
-Furious angels (Rob Dougan)
-Soul in the hole (Wu All-Stars)
-Season Song (Blue States)
-Still running (Chevelle)
-Finding myself (Smile Empty Soul)
-Leech (Sevendust)
-You are (Bilal)
-Travelling man (Mos Def)
-Good luck (Basement Jaxx ft. Lisa Kekaula)
-Heard'em say (Kanye West ft. Adam Levine)
-Hip-hop (Royce Da 5'9'')
-This blood (Black Lab)
-Sold me (Seether)
-Out of my way (Seether)
-The gift (Seether)
-White light (Starsailor)
-Way back home (Starsailor)
-Whenever, whereever, whatever (Maxwell)
-London (Smoke City)
-All is full of love (Bjork)
-My favorite mutiny (Talib Kweli/Black Thought/The Coup)
-Right now (Fort Minor ft. Black Thought/Styles Of Beyond)