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Thursday, August 18, 2005
The iron wills n golden circles..
Blood, sweat, tears n... barf. Yeah that's rite. Not a pretty sight when all 4 of them came from some1 in a family oriented gym. Not when u are there to just reinstill that feeble sense of manhood week in and week out, or tell urself u can still lift a few plates more, squeeze in a couple more reps, run that extra mile on the treadmill and all the while, playing 'the eye of the tiger' in that dome.. No.. that's not ur average, friendly, family oriented gym user.. Been there, day in and day out... 6 months in the running.. Seen determined souls sweating their ass off in the pursuit of that 'perfect' physique. Seen those same determined souls determined not to appear there again.. Not really but just slowly and surely vanishing altogether. I try not to be 1 of them, again. So far, so good. Can't really remember when i was ever in a fit and healthy condition. Oh yeah, that was non-existent. Also tired of hearing the same voices every year, commenting about the weight i put on. Even when some of them are 'bigger' than me. F''' that, fatter than me. Yes, that's a 4-letter word. Fat.
Each time i'm there, there will always be a certain group of guys that's just a tad different from the rest. Not just because of their already impressive physique, but the air around them.. I've been there long enough to see that these dudes had built an obvious reputation in that family oriented gym. Eyes will always follow with awe, every work-outs, every sets and every reps. Now these are to me, regulars folks with the same passion as the next jack and joes in there. But what set them apart is that not so regular dedication. I mean you can just see it in their faces. Even had a tag for them. The Elites. Every1 thought they're a bunch of muscle-headed stuck ups. Was 1 of them til now. Kind of realised that it was'nt about being a notch above the rest, but the focus in them that shuts everything else out and just press on to add on. In there. Less talk. More focus. Higher intensity. Significant results. Downside? Lesser or nil friends. Who cares. Not really a singles bar ain't it?
6 months and counting. Can't wait to hear what the voices will say soon. Voices: Hey man, you put on more... muscles??... Me: Yeah.. U?
-Playlist-
-Midnight in a perfect world (Dj Shadow)
-Six days-remixed (Dj Shadow ft. Mos Def)
-High noon (Dj Shadow)
-Organ donor (Dj Shadow)
-Devil's advocate (Dj Shadow)
-Drums of death (Dj Shadow)
-March of death (Dj Shadow ft. Zack De La Rocha)
-Some kind of monster (Metallica)
-Waiting for you (Miri Ben Ari ft. Consequence)
-Born of a broken man (Rage Against The Machine)
-Testify (Rage Against The Machine)
-Calm like a bomb (Rage Against The Machine)
-Wake up (Rage Against The Machine)
-Touch (Seal)
-Hush (L.L Cool J)
-Karma (Lloyd Banks)
-Beautiful (Athelete)
-Reset (Outkast ft. Goodie Mob)
-Sometimes you can't make it on your own (U2)
-The Worm (Audioslave)
-Out of exile (Audioslave)
-Be yourself (Audioslave)
-Show me how to live (Audioslave)
-Ocean within (KRS-One ft. Saul Williams)
-Nice to know you (Incubus)
-Aqueous Transmission (Incubus)
-1st Movement pt.1-Halo 2 Soundtrack (Incubus)
-Here in my room (Incubus)
-Drive (Incubus)
-Pardon me (Incubus)
-Fuckin in the bushes-Snatch Soundtrack (Oasis)
-Guess who's back (Scarface ft. Jay-Z)
-Hate it or love it (The Game ft. 50Cents)
-Inner universe (Origa)
-Maybe tomorrow (Stereophonics)
-I don't wanna be (Gavin DeGraw)
-Can't take my eyes off you (Damien Rice)
-Angel (Massive Attack)
-Furious angels (Rob Dougan)
-Soul in the hole (Wu All-Stars)
-Season Song (Blue States)
-Still running (Chevelle)
-Finding myself (Smile Empty Soul)
-Leech (Sevendust)
-You are (Bilal)
-Travelling man (Mos Def)
-Good luck (Basement Jaxx ft. Lisa Kekaula)
-Heard'em say (Kanye West ft. Adam Levine)
-Hip-hop (Royce Da 5'9'')
-This blood (Black Lab)
-Sold me (Seether)
-Out of my way (Seether)
-The gift (Seether)
-White light (Starsailor)
-Way back home (Starsailor)
-Whenever, whereever, whatever (Maxwell)
-London (Smoke City)
-All is full of love (Bjork)
-My favorite mutiny (Talib Kweli/Black Thought/The Coup)
-Right now (Fort Minor ft. Black Thought/Styles Of Beyond)